So... whats been happening? I so apolagise for again losing interest here. I really miss the days when I felt a part of the community and couldnt wait to draw some new piece of art or comment away on friends art.
Im actually feeling quite pointless, though thats not exactly the word that fits... maybe something more like I feel left out of life.
I dont know. Since I finished uni last year Ive been looking for a job, but absolutely no luck. Ive had one interview, but Im not very hopeful Ill be called again. All this has left me quite demotivated. Ive caught up with friends a few times, but still missing out on other times and still not as much as when we were all at uni of course.
I just always feel like life is passing me by. Ever few months I get into a panic over it. I always think of the phrase that 'youd regret something you didnt do more than something you did do.' And I feel Ill have a lot to regret when I look back to these years when Im older...
I just hope that Ill get a job soon and start feeling useful again. Hopefully even make some good life experiences that I can look back on so I wont just remember myself being bored or wasting time so often.
Anyway, enough dreariness. Tomorrows another day
If youve read this far, thank you. Id like to hear what youve been up to lately, hows 2014 treating you so far?